DIL CHAHTA HAI !!

Vo zindagi jeene ko dil chahta hai !!

Jb koi na ho mere paas,
Jb zindagi se koi naata na ho khas,
bas tanhai ho sath, or
mann mei na ho koi vichaar!!

Vo zindagi jeene ko dil chahta he !!
Sab kuch chhod dene ko dil chahta hai !!

Na koi chahat ho mann mei,
na koi aas,
kuch bacha na ho jb khas !!

Vo zindagi jeene ko dil chahta he !!

I MisS mY CollEge DaYs !!

From stepping in to stepping out,

I'll miss my college throughout.

Running for classes, seriously attending lectures,

fun with friends and my class crowd.

The days I used to fight with my classmates,

I'll miss throughout.......

The parties, the college models,

teasing and chasing; and

bunking classes in canteen....

The days I used to mimic my lecturers,

I'll miss throughout....

My files and practicals, library and notes;

my friends and me doing cheating in exams,

The days I used to sign practical files...

I'll miss throughout.

The day I ran away from the back door of the college,

I'll miss throughout...

The days I used to sign my gatepass, for my exit from college

I'll miss throughout.

With loads of such mischivious memories...

From stepping in to stepping out,

I'll miss my college life throughout........

.....Meri Dhadkan....

Kahin dur, mere dil ki dhadkan he,
vahin rachi-basi meri khushiya hai,
vahin mere khwab hai, aur

vahin sabhi armaan!                            


kahin dur mujhse, bahut dur,
mere dil ki dhadkan hai.


wo jb hasti hai,
to meri duniya khilkhilati he.
wo jo khush ho,
to meri aankhe use niharti hai.
wo jo jhume, nache or gaaye,
to mera dil, meri dhadkan ko,
apni baaho mei bhar leta hai.


Par mujhse bahut dur, kahin,
mere dil ki dhadkan hai.


Mere sapno mei milti hai,
Meri aankho mei rehti hai,
Meri sanso mei behti hai,
Mere mann mei jeeti hai.


Dur, bahut dur mujhse,
Mere dil ki dhadkan hai.

FOR SOMEONE VERY CLOSE TO ME...........

She is no more in the WORLD!!!

The only part left with me,

is the memories......

memories of Her!!

The worst part is;

I had prayed to GOD,

Prayed for her 

silent departure........

I prayed in the day,

prayed in the night,

Whenever, I looked at her, 

I prayed every time...........

To relieve her from the pain, 

relieve her from the sufferings,

To take her away from all of us, take her with HIM......

If can't make her well once again !!!

She is no more in the world !!

And I had prayed, for her silent departure.....................

EK KOSHISH.......

Mei wo jharna hu, jo teri raaho se beh gaya....to laut na paunga !!
Tarasti khwahishe teri, mujhse milne ki...kabhi puri na kar paunga!!


Yu juda hui raahe agar, teri-meri,
Mei chahkar bhi khudko, teri or mod na paunga!!
Tu manjil na ban saki agar meri, to mere samandar badal jaenge!
Beh jana meri kismat he, tu thehraav he agar zindagi ki meri!!

Mujhko samet leti baaho mei teri,
Kash! meri manjil tu hoti !!
Mei mit jata tujhmei samakar,
Jo mujhko tu apna leti !!


Teri raaho se jo ab beh jaunga, mei kabhi laut na paunga!!
Umarbhar k liy raaho mei teri,
Apne vajud k nishan, ehsas k sath chhod jaunga!!
Apni raahe banata hua, kisi samandar ki talaash mei beh jaunga!!
Kash!!! mera samandar tu hoti................

LOVE EXPECTATIONS

I was looking all around n coincidently my most of the friends were asking the same question on social site that when they love deeply then why they get hurt.........I off-course could do nothing to erase sorrows from their life, but yes I could do something to reduce their pain, then I had these thoughts in my mind. 

yu khwab na saja tu teri palko mei,
kuch fitrat meri esi he...jo tere khwab ban jati he.
yu taarife na sun tu meri gero se,
ye teri ummeede bandha jati he mujhse.

yu akhand mei bhi nhi,
kuch khot mujhme he bsa.
ye whi chingari he,
jo teri aashaaye mujhse, jala jaayegi.

yu apna na samajh tu mujhe itna,
jiski mujhe abhi thoh nhi,
kuch fitrat meri abhi esi he,
jo tujhe thes pahucha jaaegi.

yu dil me tere jo bs gaya,
use mere dil me aane ki deri he,
yu na jod tu abhi khudko mujhse itna,
meri tujhse alag abhi ek soch he.

kuch fitrat meri esi he,
jo sabse ghul-mil jati he.

speechless...........

Moods play a great role in everyone's life......I am moody too. So, this was a day when I caught up with bad mood n was sad. May be I wanted something, but couldn't have.........THE  TRAGEDY.

sometimes you want to say alot...
but doesn't have words to say.

sometimes you are very disturb...
but doesn't have a genuine reason for the same.

deep down in heart everything is clear...
but afraid or may be confuse to disclose it to you.

very close to you yet very far
n very far from you yet very close

tragedy sometimes.